Cursed Eclipse

You and I are forever cursed
Like the moon and sun in the sky
We shall never trully meet
I would forever bask in your heat
Looking at you over my shoulders
Drinking you in
Illuminating my darkness with your reflecting light
And should I ever find you
Only misery would follow
For I shall darken your bright world
Even for a few minutes
And yet!
Just when I think I’m close enough to grasp you
The tide shall pull us apart.

~Farzanna Pasha

Please make sure you order my book “Never Forget You” on Amazon published July 4th, 2017

Never Forget You

In exactly one week from now my debut book will be releasing and I decided to put a sneak peak below. Please make sure you pre-order my book “Never Forget You” on Amazon coming out on 4th July!

A hand trailing up and down my back woke me up. Burying my face into the warmth of my pillow, I let out a moan of refusal to open my eyes.

“It’s getting late Kate and we have brunch at my parent’s house in an hour,” Nathan’s raspy voice said as he placed small kisses along my naked shoulders. “If you don’t get up in the next five minutes we are going to be late for an entirely different reason than waking up late and it will be all your fault,” he said as he pulled me into his already hardened length. 

My eyes flew open as his arms snaked under my hips. I rolled over and pushed his hands away. We were late for the last few brunches at his parents’ house and I could not remove the blush that crept up on my face when we rang the door bell late each time.“Not going to happen again, Nathan,” I said. He looked at me with a smirk across his face and I didn’t like that look. That look always got us late. 

“No,no,no,no. Not today, Nathan,” I protested as I got up and headed to the bathroom. Talking to him over my shoulder I yelled, “We are not going to be late today, so take five minutes to cool yourself down.” I headed straight into the shower and began washing my hair. Just as I stepped under the cascading hot water to wash off the shampoo, I heard the bathroom door open and the shower curtain pulled. Turning around, I saw Nathan stepping into the shower with me. 

“I took five minutes like you said then decided to save time by showering together,” he smirked again. Shaking my head, I gave up. He closed the distance between us and placed his hands under my legs, hiking it around his waist. He pushed us under the water and braced me against the wall. Running my hands through his hair, I pulled his head towards mine for a kiss. A kiss that lasted till the hot water turned cold. 

My Debut Book

In a blog or two ago I made my big announcement of releasing my debut book “Never Forget You” on Amazon coming out on 4th July. If you didn’t read that post I’ll leave the link for that here

Now, this blog is basically my drama and what’s happening since the announcement of this book. 

Let me first start off by saying I was suprised about how much support I received when I made the announcement. I am very happy to see how much people believed in me and congratulated me. For that I want to say Thank You!

But then there is my parents. Not that they didnt support me in my debut book, I just feel like they are over supporting me; if thats even a thing. And let’s just be clear here, I appreciate that they believe in my work and are making a big deal out of it.

Okay, so when I was still in the process of doing the final editing, both of my parents were informed of the writing of the book and they were okay with it. Just that, there were okay with it.  Now it’s been months and the book is due to be released in under a month and they are going bonanza!

My dad is pushing to tell Steve Harvey! Steve Harvey!!!

And I’m like, slow down dad I don’t even know if the book makes that much sense to even tell Steve Harvey. *Someone grab the remote and turn the tv off, quick!*

And my mom is telling people back home in Guyana to make sure they go on Amazon and buy the book. And it’s people who I’m pretty sure don’t really read that much to begin with. 

And I’m here second guessing myself if the book even make that much sense for all the fuss that they are making it out to be.

Someone please tell me I’m not the only one with parents like this!

Never Forget You – My Debut book

Never Forget You

Never Forget You by Farzanna Pasha

This is one of my most dreamt of accomplishment to ever come true. From a very tender age, I would sit by my mother’s typewriter and make up stories that didn’t make sense at that time and I swore, when I get older I would write my own book. And here it is!

Words cannot describe how excited I am to introduce my first book ever to be written and published. Exactly one month from today it will be release and I am bouncing off the walls with enthusiasm.

I will be giving away arc in about a week from now and that has me anxious. I’m not sure I’m ready to obe criticized by my work since I how how much effort I put into it but isn’t that how authors learn? 

The book is also available on Amazon for pre-ording for $2.99 if you are interested!

Below is the blurb ! Please let me know in the comment based off on it’s description if you think I’ll be a good read.

Jane

Have you ever wondered what it would feel like to wake up without any memory of who you are or even what you look like? Well I did, and it was not pretty. What’s even worse, I woke up in a hospital in Italy with no one around who knew me. Luckily for me, I had help from a kind stranger named Sam Maddox. He gave me purpose and was the guiding light in my dark days.

Tragedy struck and I was left alone once again. Haunted by a man in my dreams who made my heart ache for him and palpitated in my chest, I headed to the Golden State of California for answers. In the very first week, without any effort, I found my answers and who I truly was.

Nathan

Have you ever loved someone with a love that would prevail anything; and you thought to yourself that nothing can tear you apart and then one day something does? Well I did, you see my wife Katherine, she was my world. We were happy and we were crazy for each other. She called me from work and told me she had good news and that I should wait for her at home. I waited and waited but she never did make it home. No one knew what truly happened, Katherine had just vanished.

Imagine my surprise, three years later, when I saw her across my sister’s dinner table calling herself Jane. What was more heartbreaking was that she didn’t even know who I was.

I have to make my wife fall in love with me again and to make my job harder, someone is after her. Someone is stalking her and threatening her life and all that we know is, it has something to do with why she disappeared and how she lost her memories.

Will finding out the truth pull us together or tear us apart?

Long overdue Thanksgiving Post

I know that most of my post is me saying how I have little time for my blog and me keep promising that I would try harder to make it my mission to get on top with my blogs, but I would find myself not having time! Gosh, I never realize how busy I am till I started this blog and that’s saying something because I have no job so….

Most of my time is actually taken up with my debut book, Never Forget You which I’m trying to finish before my parents get here for Christmas. I have about two-three chapters more for the book to be completed and I’m hoping to have it up on Amazon by Christmas to be pre-ordered. Yay!!! So please, please make sure to check it out when it’s published.

Okay so, Happy Late Thanksgiving!!!!

Thanksgiving
For some reason, I don’t know why, but I enjoyed this year’s thanksgiving more than the others that I had celebrated since moving to the U.S. five years ago. It was more jolly and everyone sat down, relaxed and had a great time. There was no witty comments against other family members and everyone chatted happily.

We had lots to eat and drink that I think I put on about 5 pounds that night alone but then that’s the point of Thanksgiving, right? Put on so much weight that you have to put off by Christmas or else your stuck with adding more weight by the time New year swing by. Probably that’s why almost everyone’s new year resolution is to lose weight? Hmm.. Never thought about it that way.

Anyways I just wanted to say Happy Late Thanksgiving and I hope yours was as enjoyable and delicious as mine. Comment down below and tell me what you did and if you had any family drama.

Random Topics

I have not written anything on this blog for what feels like a very long time, I had somehow neglected it without even realizing it. I was busy with Halloween, Diwali, writing my debut Book, my other Blog and Life. I just had to make it my priority today to sit and write something down. So I thought to myself, why not do like an update on what’s going on in my life? Not sure if anyone out there is interested in knowing but I’m hoping atleast one person is reading this. 

Diwali

For those who don’t know what that is, Diwali also known as Deepavali is an Hindu/Indian celebration of light over darkness. It is said that this is the darkest night and we light diyas, candles, fairy lights, some people do fireworks or like back in my hometown Guyana, they spin steel wool. There’s a whole religious reason behind this event but basically you light lights leading into your home to welcome the Hindu Goddness Lakshmi in.

On this day, you would do a no meat fast and usually clean your house and cook the various sweet meats like mettai,sweet rice, peda and also a lot of people cook the popular indian 7 curry. I don’t know about anyone else but we would wake up early and make an offering to the gods and pray.

This year like last year, we had a conundrum of what date Diwali actually was. Some said the 29th some the 30th of October, but we celebrated it on the 30th. Some Hindus usually keep this lightning of the diyas for 5 days. 

 

Halloween

If you don’t know what Halloween is, then you need to come out of that rock you’re living under. I don’t know if I mentioned this on this blog or my other blog but usually on Halloween I would DIY my decors but this year I DIY my custome as well as my other two sister’s costumes. So I was busy with that. I also DIY a projector with a magnifiyign glass and it worked superb when I tried it in the house. So imagine how annoyed I was when it got dark out and I was about to project Halloween videos to my house and the neighbor in fornt of my house turned on a very bright sensor light in fornt of her house then left.

Urghh!!! Her light from her sensor was so bright that it totally ruin my projection and I didn’t get to use it. Then she came home till after 9 when no one was trick or treating anymore. So I wasn’t going to ask her if she can turn it off, still I am disappointed unto today that I didn’t get to use it.


My Debut Book

You do not know how excited I am that I am past 50% of writing this book. I do not have a release date yet since I am self publishing this book and I am taking my time writing it. I don’t want to rush it and then I get a lot of negative critique on it. 

I am very nervous to get my book out there becuase there’s this little voice in my mind telling me that people may not like it and I know I put 100% effort into writing it. I hope that it doesn’t break my mind in writing any other future books which I am hoping to write. But I guess I wouldn’t know till it gets publish.

I did publish my prologue in this blog but if you want to read it you can click on this link, Prologue for Never Forget Youand it should take you to that page.

I guess that’s all for now, thank you for reading my blog and please make sure to visit my book blog, Farzanna’s Book Blog and keep reading this blog posts for updates on my book.

Sneak Peek

I just finished the first five chapters of my first book and to celebrate this I thought it would be great to share the Prologue with you. Please tell me what you think of it and if I should change anything. The book will be titled Never Forget You and yes it will be a romance.

Prologue

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Erased.

Vanished.

You never know the true value of any memory until it is taken away from you. Until it’s snatched from your brain and ceases to ever exist. Until it turns into this distant shadow, forever looming in the dark. Until it leaves you wondering if you were who you are now, if what you are eating right now is something you used to hate or the clothes that you wear, is it even your style?

Sometimes when I lie alone I get a glimpse of my past life, and if I focus, if I really focus hard enough, I can hear his laughter and feel his touch against my skin. I can smell him and taste him on my lips. I reach so far in my memory that it feels like a reality and when I search through all the fog to finally discover his face, it disappears and leaves me wondering, who is he? And, does he have the answers?

Everyone has memories and these memories tell us the story of our lives. They tell us of every cherished moment along with those which we dread to ever speak of. But me, I always wonder what my story was-is-and if he, whoever he is can tell me.

I laugh with my new friends just to show them that everything is fine, when really, everything is boiling within in me to push free. I feel it in the back of my mind, waiting, bidding time, ticking away to be set free. It leaves me pondering just who is going to get hurt.

My name is Jane Doe and I am looking for my story